Uhg. Things are just getting so hard. So much going on and so many things wrong. I don’t know what to do anymore. I honestly can’t handle it anymore. There are always these horrible thoughts in my head and sometimes I want to act on them but there are just a few reasons I haven’t. I can’t really explain it all. I could try but I would be here for days. I am really torn between doing something stupid and pushing on. I’m trying the best I can to be strong and set an example and remain the best I can be…but the other options just get nearer and nearer. I can’t let those who care about me down, I can’t let myself down, but most importantly I cannot let God down. I really wish I could just let a certain few people in on what’s going on but I just can’t seem to do it. I’ve never been one to tell others my problems because everyone has enough to worry about they don’t need to add me to it. Although it’s getting close to the point where they should. Anyway I really need to let people in but I’m scared. I don’t want them to look at me differently. I need everyone to think I’ve got it all together, that I’m strong and can carry on. Uhg it is all just too much.
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